I feel so sad,
right now,
and I know,
what's the reason.

No need to hide,
I am alone,
I show my walls,
who I really am.

How I really feel,
what I miss right now,
no one needs to know,
I wear a mask.

A mask of protection,
my room as a castle,
a ghost wandering,
through the darkness of my heart.

The light in my soul,
illuminated by one memory,
but darkened at the same time,
for it is you who let's me fall.

How can the most joyfull,
thing in life,
give you so much,
depression at the same time?

I want to scream my heart out,
I want to cry and show,
but I simply can't,
I am not made for that.

I lock it up,
until my castle if full,
it releashes with a blast,
and everything will collaps.

Feelings are a tricky thing,
light and darkness,
joy and grief,
all at the same time.

Love and hate,
towards your loved one,
towards yourself,
I know why I feel sad.